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09/30 – Day 312: Mom and Dad

Cheers to the two special people in my life!

Their love story may be a bit unusual but I know that it happened in God’s time. I tried to sit around my mom’s room looking at their pictures hanging on the wall. It never ceased to amaze me how they met and how it all happened. I hoped that someday I will also find my own prince charming, swooning me even if I don’t like him at first and will never ever leave me even if I choose to runaway because of my fears. I just want to have someone who’ll accept me for who I am and for I am not, someone who will make me believe in love and will be with me during the tough times. Someone who will trusts me and let me live the life I want to live even if there will be times that I am no longer logical and sane.

Love… such a beauty. 🙂

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07/29 – Day 249: Mom and Me

Long talks about love and life make me appreciate the relationship I have with my mom. We talked about how I was being a kid and that she’s proud of me today. I always tell her that I will not do anything to disappoint her and that I will do anything for her as what I have promised to my dad when he died. I don’t blame my mom for every dream and opportunity that I need to let go. It has been my choice, I choose to stay for her, for the family I have even if I need to let go of my biggest dreams. I want to spend more time with her because I don’t know what will happen in the near future. My mom is no longer young and strong enough to be here for me for another 2 decades. All I want is to be the best version of myself for her, she’s all that I got. We always talk… I always update her of what’s going on with my life. She knows that I know what I am doing, she let me follow my dreams and decide on what I really want to do in my life. I am glad that my mom taught me how to be strong, independent and optimistic. Thank God, you gave me awesome parents! I love my mom! I love my dad! I love me! haha 🙂