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12/08: Being at Home

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This are the days when I start to hate my work because I no longer have all the time to spend at home except of course for sleeping. I am now gathering all the words that I can get in my mind within 15 minutes because I need to prepare for work.

My work requires me to chat with customers and fix their mobile applications and home security. It’s a business-process outsourcing company, one of the leading companies in the Philippines and I owe my graduate studies to them because I availed their educational assistance program. The operations is 24/7 and my shift starts at 12am to 9am.  How cool is that?  Yeah right.
I’m glad to be at home today even if I spent most of my time in my room feeling the remnants of my flu crippling me. I hate that I’m sick for the past few days because of the changing weather that I was not able to do a lot of things. My body just can’t take it anymore but I do have no choice. I still need to go to work and school. 

I feel shit , I mean sick.

Anyways, today I must say is still awesome. I just need a few minutes to feel my existence at home.

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Check out little Christmas Tree!  šŸ™‚

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And how happy we used to be… I miss Dad  and how healthy Mama was. This picture was taken 20 Decembers ago.

Love,

Chillerspot ā¤

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12/02: Yearning the Past

I guess I spent most of my time today either sleeping or reminiscing. Today will be another ordinary yesterday when tomorrow comes but I won’t let this moment pass.

I won’t let this day drift away. If only I record what’s on my mind right now, I will. It’s nice to go back during the times when you don’t worry anything. Those times when we’re still on diapers and does not even understand what responsibility and adulthood means. You don’t worry so much of getting old as well as your financial needs because someone is taking care of you. You have your parents caring for your needs and wants and all you need to do is cry when you’re hungry and smile — the one that melts people’s heart.

I’m currently 24 and I’m simply reminiscing how it is to be a child again. If only I can gather all those baby memories again, I’ll surely do.

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My life so far has been interesting. I like how the way things in the past made sense today. Life is beautiful if we train our minds to see the positives in every difficult situation.

29 more days before the year ends , let’s all be awesome!

Love,

Chillerspot ā¤

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12/01: Doing Nothing in Your Room

It’s actually awesome when you’re actually doing nothing and just let your mind day dream while your body does not worry about work, graduate school and all the others problems life has to offer.

I’m glad I still have all the time to do nothing but rest.

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Let’s start December by simply chilling.  šŸ™‚

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08/30 – Day 281: Designs

During days when I am in the mood to be creative, those where the days that I am happy. I love to design, paint, scribble and play with Photoshop. I am a big fan of typography, color combinations and abstract artworks. I do sometimes dream of being a creative director, a graphic designer to a prestigious magazine, a web designer and foreperson when it comes to concept and design. I want to be an interior designer and study in Philippine School of Interior Design or probably take up multimedia arts or photography workshops as I want to be a photographer/graphic designer/web designer and my list goes on and on on what I want to be.

I don’t know if it can be a profession but what I know is that it brings a certain joy within me, a sense of fulfillment after finishing something that I put a lot of effort on.

I just want a job that would require me my creativity, I long for that day and I am
open to all possibilities. šŸ™‚

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08/23 – Day 274: Rainbow

I forgot my camera. I am so sorry for the poor quality of this picture.

Rainbows.

What’s a rainbow by the way?

{ A rainbow is an optical and meteorological phenomenon that is caused by reflection of light in water droplets in the Earth’s atmosphere, resulting in a spectrum of light appearing in the sky. It takes the form of a multicoloured arc. Rainbows caused by sunlight always appear in the section of sky directly opposite the sun. — Okay, enough of SCIENCE. Credits: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rainbow}

Oh well.

Just like after the great flood, the rainbow symbolizes a new beginning. An assurance that God will no longer allow any deluge such as extreme flood to clear out the evilness of mankind.

True.

A rainbow for me is one of the best beauty of nature… so simple yet brings a significant joy in every sightseer. It brings that certain kind of hope to the hopeless, a smile to those who are depress, a light to those who no longer sees it and of course an inspiration to dreamers. šŸ™‚

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04/18 – Day 147: Sunset

I can spend the whole afternoon cloud watching and of course daydreaming while watching the hues of the sky changes its color before the sun sets. Indeed it is beauty at its simplest form that we often neglect because we have been too busy the whole day that we just end it pronto. Today, I thank God for the gift of nature and the beauty of the summer sun. šŸ™‚

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12/07 – Day 14: Pizza with Crackbang Friends

I guess I had the best night with my college barkada. It’s nice to talked about what you’ve been going through for the past few months and understand you. I am really happy as I know they know me, my competencies, my weaknesses and strengths. I almost forget the last time I laughed so hard that I almost drool, pee and can no longer breathe. It’s nice to have a mini reunion with awesome people especially this Christmas season. I know I am blessed to have cool and beyond awesome friends… until we meet again! šŸ™‚

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12/05 – Day 12: World’s Awesome DAD!

By January, it will be 17 years since my dad left to meet God. For the best man who never failed to make me special, a happy birthday to you, Dad. I am proud to say that I have the best father in the whole world. I am lucky to have him as my father and I missed him so much. I don’t know if my life will still be the same today if he was still here. I understand that God has plans and polished us to be strong so I accepted the fact that I grew up without him by my side. Years after years and I still wanted to be like him. With his genuine kindness and love, he is surely commendable. I am proud to have him as my father and I loved him so much. Dad, you are indeed my hero, my inspiration… thank you so much and I love you.

An excerpt from Gregory Lang’s book Why A Daughter Needs A Dad:

A daughter needs a dad…

who will make sacrifices so she will not have to sacrifice.

so she will know what it is like to be somebody’s favorite.

to be the safe spot she can always turn to.

to show her how it feels to be loved unselfishly.

who will influence her life even when he isn’t with her.

My dad is the most AWESOME dad! šŸ™‚